i have no fucking idea what to write... what you think i should write for my update this time???

should it be something general or something more specific to anything...
but the most important things is, i really don't have any ideas at all what to tell other about myself or my life...
my current life kind of miserable... the ways my friend treat me... the way my b.f.f respond to me...
it's kind a suck now... i don't know how long i can take it.. but sometimes it just came to the limit...
limit where i feeling like wanna scream and wish none of this ever happen... oh gosh, i really feel speechless and lonely right know... and if you read my new update... can you act the way we first meet...
the ways we just trying to know each others... where there is no judgement by your or my side...
the time where no one can't tell why we can't be friends... because you and i just the same..
same GOD creation except for the looks or the performance... and technically we are just the same...